A NICE DAY

I had a great night last night. after work, i went to the South City Plaza Bowling Centre with Yan (my lovely hse mate), kak milah (soooo quiet!), Rizal (talkative!) and Zam and that was energizing....and of course didn't win laa *BUT* i did very much enjoyed myself. i should thanks Yan for inviting us. Abang boyoi, you should have been there! it was fun, and funny! ;)

The last time i played bowling was month ago, and so, yesterday's experience was precious. I had a few games of bowling with them. man! it was fun. and PAINFUL! my hands are all swollen today you can even see the bruises. hahahahah padan muka. nak main sangat hahahha... it's amazing when i discovered that i can play (sikit2). it was awesome, and am planning on going again next week, if there's a chance laaa...boleh kan abang boyoi??? :-)

So, then after the bowling, we off to Hafiz`s Seafood belakang Minlon for dinner. and guess what, since we all dah macam ular sawa, but satay and kerang bakar still there so we do counting all the foods and devide by 5!!!! hahahhahaha ( Zam`s idea!!! crazyyyyy huh...)...but i didn't have a lot. yupp, didn't wanna spoil my diet, i guess ;)

By the way, i have a tag board at the bottom of the page! don't forget to write stuff there. take care y'all! have a nice day :) alrighty then -- back to work!

***it's a boring day. anybody want to set me up on a blind date? i think i need one! heheheheh


happiness only comes from your own self. you create your own happiness...

Nobody knows.....

and so, monday ended, and now it's tuesday. sometimes time just moves so fast and sometimes it can be so slow. ...

oh no! it's happening again....that empty feeling at the pit of my stomache. i guess it happens every month, during that time of the month...shucks! i hate having this feeling, the feeling where it seems like there is something missing in my life. the feeling of incompleteness. the loneliness attack! go awayyyyyyyy!!!! arrrgggghhhhhhh...

i'm so bored. i have a routined life -- wake up, office, *missing someone*, go home, sleep, sometimes watch tv, or CD, or go out with the same people over and over and over again. why am i complaining? i should be thankful to have these wonderful, fantastic people around me. it's not that i'm complaining pun, but i feel that there is something missing in my life and i just don't quite know what the missing thing is. can't quite grasp it. *sigh*

me and my friend were discussing just now about this routined life of ours. God! i got to go -- need to clear up my head. it's very messy now -- i wish i can just vacuum all the dust and wipe all my confused thoughts away.

**By the way, remember my acting boss?? well, She was warded at Assunta PJ yesterday because she got " batu karang dalam hati??"...i hope she'll get better soon.....


NOBODY KNOWS
by Tony Rich Project

I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls are closin' more every day
and I'm dying inside
and nobody knows it but me
like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
and I'm cryin' inside
and nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
but you're nowhere around

chorus
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
and I just keep thinkin' 'bout the love that we had
and I'm missin' you
and nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
and I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
and nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
but like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how
I feel
A million years from now ya know
I'll be lovin' you still

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the
dusty road
gonna find you where ever, ever you
might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope
you come back to me
said when the nights are lonely...

The Gift of LISTENING....

**But you must REALLY listen, No interrupting, No daydreaming, No planning your response, Just listening**

Lately in my office and even sembang with my frens, everybody talk about the halalness of the Mc Donald`s and KFC`s. Maybe sebab baru habis MIHAS tu kot!! by the way I'm "against" anyone who insinuate that we should boycott mc donalds...bcos they being christians..and less sensitive towards muslims..and now with all the hatred that comes abt. Do we need to instill hatred into our young minds and heart? and continue the legacy? have we not seen enough hatred already in this world?

Correct me if I'm wrong, but I think McDonald's is a francise. That means the McD's here in Malaysia are owned by Malaysians who have paid a very handsome sum to McD Inc. and have to pay a percentage of their gross profits to the franchisor. So before McD the American company is hurt by the boycott, we would have hurt our fellow Malaysians first....and it included cases like the Bali bombings which killed innocent locals working in Bali not the Americans who own mc donalds sitting in their cushy chair in US. Another thing is the act of boycotting was something practised by the Jews and the kufar...even in the day of the Prophet...he still traded with the Jews in spite of everything....

And again....why attack only Mc Donalds? If you are in to boycotting what about Windows & all the PC technology?

But then again, if you wish to boycott....it is a personal preferance....nothing wrong with it...just that don’t look down on those who do not boycott.....OK enuff!!

By the way untill now I still and still didnt make any decision whether to accpet da Penang offer tu or not?? still in awkward feeling....I just hope, I got a right target....Insyaallah......

** Sorry if I terlalu "emotional" bout the Mc Donald`s issue tu!! Tak tau nak cakap pada siapa kecuali MY BLOG.COM :-)

POem of the day

My Advice To Myself
by Ahmed

If you think you are beaten,
You are;
If you think you dare not,
You don't;
If you'd like to win,
But you think you can't,
It's almost certain you won't.

If you think you'll lose,
You're lost;
For out in the world we find
Success begins with a fellow's will,
It's all in the state of mind.

If you think you're outclassed,
You are;
You've got to think high,
To rise.
You've got to be sure of yourself
Before you 'll ever win the prize.

Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster man,
But sooner or later,
The man who wins
Is the person who thinks he can!

hmmmmmmmm...

Gosh.....

first of all, just got a good news from Penang last Monday!! Interview yg I attend last 2 weeks was accpeted!! meaning I diterima tuk keje kat sana start by next month!!! huahahahhahah i`m really, really happy!!! but ....boleh ke I start keje baru dengan situasi yg baru dan seorang diri disana??? tats the problem! abang boyoi encouraged me to accept de offer..I know he was the first person yg paling "HAPPY" dan "SAD" bila dapat tau I dapat offer nie...HAPPY coz finally I dapat jugak offer kat Comp yg lagi baik dan besar compair ngan IRIS nie dan interm of RM pun quiet better there!! SAD coz maybe he will be alone here without me ....(cehhh perasan gak aku nie kan????)dan takder dah org nak gaduh dengan dia lepas ni!! Tapi walau apa pun I didnt make any decision yet!! Until now!! serious!!

What else??Ohhh ... maybe by this week jugak abang boyoi dah nak fly to INDON. Kalau org2 kat INDON tu sibuk nak datang Malaysia, dia pulak sibuk nak pegi INDON! However I`m so proud dengan abang boyoi sebab struggle and lots of sacrifice yg dah dia buat untuk capai cita2 dia yg satu nie : to become an AEROSPACE ENGINEER!! wish you GOOD LUCK abang boyoi!!!

more later....

The Gift of A Favour....

** Every Day, Go Out of Your Way To Do Something Kind...**

Getting bored this week...dunno why?! I got nothing done today! Or the day before. I have been unproductive all-week long!

Anyway, a bit frust with myself!! failed tuk upload pics into my blog! got a few website and instruction but end up i`m still here without any changes :-(

Emmm today is Friday....freaky friday yeahh....Tomorrow is Saturday!! Cepatnya masa berlalu! Rasanya baru jer semalam aku enjoy saturday with abang boyoi @ One Utama Damansara...abang boyoi ku shopping spree hari tu....almaklumlah baru first time dapat shopping camtu since came back from UK! This week?? tak tahu lagi nak pegi mana, maybe duduk rumah jer kot! Menembamkan diri & ZZZZzzzzzzzz...i like it....

Untuk sesapa yg tak tahu lagi start from 14th-18th August 2004 kalau tak silap kat Mines ada Exhibition Halal Malaysia...so guys check it out!!


Have to stop,rambling has become incomprehensible,even to myself.


Pssst: Sorry if i`m using the "bahasa rojak" here will make u crazy!!! Tats de only way I have to improve my English and BM too!!! *wink*

Finally....finally.....

Yeahhhh....finally managed to upload some pics here!!! yeaaahoooo...thanks to Sifu kecik ku *wink* and to photobucket.com!! Really help!!

Got some pics and hope u guys enjoy with it....here we go....



gambar nie masa I kat UK!! sweet memory


nie pulak masa Annual Dinner Comp I kat ShangRi-La KL








my colleague

The Gift of TENSION!!!

well...well....welll.....!!!

Emmm dah berjam-jam i dok kat depan PC nie sampaikan naik ber"pinau" anak mata but still tak satisfied lagi with my blog....-syhhhh makan gaji butaaa-....I cant even do the headline thru my exploration...gosh......how "bad" I am huh?? but I promise to do my BLOG nicely and interesting....soon....insyaallah...

Ok lah got to go....nak sambung surfing and searching to make my blog cute-mute ......nak kalahkan abang boyoii nyer BLOG ...muaaahahhahahahhahahha.....

psstt: yeahoooo today my abang boyoi will drive me home!!!!

The Gift of a written blog.....

Grrrr ....tension nyerrr aku....guest what???

I overwrite my previous post!!!! pandai kan aku nie??? aminn.....tu pun nasib baik ada "Blogger Sifu" kat opis aku nie....dia lah yg banyak membantu aku dalam mencapai cita2 aku yg satu nie...thanks to you Sifu Azri....jasamu dikenang...